Awkwardness and Anxiety

Last night I went to bed in an awkward mood. Not on off mood but really an awkward one. We're moving soon and that scares the sh*t out of me. When I left the US in 2006, I vowed to start a new life and become a new person in Israel. I did both of those things, and I've grown considerably as a human being, but WOW this all feels really really really really really REALLY real!!

Now that we're moving back, we need to find jobs. I am totally against corporate America - not because of the whole 1% thing (I VOW to be one of them) but because it scares the sh*t out of me. I'll admit it, I like start ups! It's small, quaint, you can yell at the CEO and know there are no REAL repercussions... but big business is, well, BIG. I worry that I don't know Excel well enough or that my analytical stat knowledge is basic.

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I threw caution to the wind, folks! I kinda just said 'f*ck it' and started looking for jobs where I could work from home. I went back to FlexJobs.com - a site that I did a review on about a year ago. I'm pretty sure that if I became a hermit, I'd be JUST FINE. Seriously. I want to move back to the D (that's short for Detroit) and make something of myself because I'm sick of helping men make more money.

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There, I said it.

I want to be the schmuck that makes money on my own terms - not be the asshole who helps others get rich while I still live paycheck to paycheck. Can ya dig it? Who's with me?